sometimes i just don't feel like
shining
i'm disconnected

i can't take this picture
cause nothing would show this
whatever feels good to you
have it

you can't be in love with someone you don't know
or
can you?

i should do more for myself

i can't watch him drowning anymore
i'm walking in this water deeper and deeper
trying to give him a hand
but i can't swim
so i'm waiting for a tide, which will bring him closer
please, come already

some people fight for life
some try to die
i was killed too many times

they say you're not creative when you're happy
what does it feel like then?
i'm not creative
watching perfect them
need to find the way
need to find it
like them