sometimes i just don't feel like
shining
i'm disconnected

i can't take this picture
cause nothing would show this
whatever feels good to you
have it

you can't be in love with someone you don't know
or
can you?

i should do more for myself

i can't watch him drowning anymore
i'm walking in this water deeper and deeper
trying to give him a hand
but i can't swim
so i'm waiting for a tide, which will bring him closer
please, come already

some people fight for life
some try to die
i was killed too many times

they say you're not creative when you're happy
what does it feel like then?
i'm not creative
watching perfect them
need to find the way
need to find it
like them

last year
i taste mango flavor
enjoy what i am doing
now
can't taste mango anymore
couldn't hate it more

they said goodbye
they buried my childhood
what's left?

we make choices
and face the consequences
on one hand it was so obvious
on the other, i feel so ready
but it's not only about me
and my readiness
one day i will tell her
you were so planned

i could say whatever
but never that he would die
thought he had been immortal
some cried over the pope
the world is crying now

i was a hunter once

spot the difference,
she said

and i saw this little beauty
her blond hair
big blue eyes
and hypnotic look
made me feel this warmth
for a moment
i felt like i was her mom
knew it instantly
i want my girl to be like her
so sweet, so smart

waiting
going
being
seeing
talking
living
loving
leaving

lift me up

evenings make afternoons, sometimes
spring makes picnics

enough is enough
if you take your shoes off
and leave them on the table
it means it's time to go home

blood from my chest
blood from my mouth
i'm still alive
but i prefer to die, i guess
i don't feel pain
only discomfort of being aware
that i will leave them
morning, i wake up again

he told me i was a coward
she told me it wasn't me
too scared to look inside i've hidden it
empty does not feel light

sleep not much
eat not much
wake up, breakfast
on the way
people, work
way back
piano, guitar, silence
home
too much time
let's talk
not much
too much
sleep not much

i wish i could sleep

i love it when it is so quiet
like huge storm is coming
or it came and left already
and there's nothing
but the survivors

there's a light in the tunnel, they say
the tunnel's there
where's the light?