they say you're not creative when you're happy
what does it feel like then?
i'm not creative
watching perfect them
need to find the way
need to find it
like them

last year
i taste mango flavor
enjoy what i am doing
now
can't taste mango anymore
couldn't hate it more

they said goodbye
they buried my childhood
what's left?

we make choices
and face the consequences
on one hand it was so obvious
on the other, i feel so ready
but it's not only about me
and my readiness
one day i will tell her
you were so planned