in the meantime i like watching trams

and the city

sometimes we die

sometimes we have fun
i had fun
and almost died the other day

coming back does not always mean being back

sometimes we stuck in places full of people
just when we feel like being alone
and people kill you
without even knowing about that
they kill with every word they say
and every look they give you
asking questions means listening to the answers
don't ask
don't listen
don't look

i went to the other one today
cause i wanted to write something there
i felt disappointed when i found it so strange
so empty and not like the one i knew
and then it turned out i couldn't write anything there
because i had no tools
i don't like apples today

i like her bitchy look
but she was beautiful when she left today
they hated her and now they love her
that's hot!

it may not match the blog, i don't care
this video is really beautiful

no matter how close to each other

they are separated
the same about people
i am one of them

the daily routine brings boredom
there are moments though

i've been busy lately
have not much entertainment then
apart from sipping liqids tasting of humid soil
or watching people's shoes now and then

up there in the sky
i saw a block of clouds today
but they were red and white
and said the world was going crazy
i wanted to show it to the others
so i didn't open my eyes
cause i knew the picture would fade

and finally it has come
lack of time makes me steal precious minutes
but still, it is worth it
less sleep is needed when it's warm
and the light outside wakes me up in the morning
colors like summer, they call it

so i feel like a bitch sometimes
i don't know why i do this
i just feel like doing it
and i follow my instinct
needs, better to say maybe
but after that
i realize i'm being a bitch

ridiculous as it may seem
they call it still life
and there is more than life in it i guess

they die because they rarely change places

they live to be given and taken
and after being smelled once
or a few times those luckier ones
they just wait for their last day
motionless
and when it comes
they do change place
but there's no heaven
i'll let mine have some more time
though its time has passed already
no one even knows when
cause no one was looking

he says they want to hurt us
but our shells are strong
and we will survive
though broken sometimes

mothers have always blamed themselves
for their children misbehaviors
my mom is not different
but i'm not a child anymore
and i want to be responsible for my actions
those good and bad ones
just send me warmth mom
that's all i want

it's only night
when the real comfort comes

sometimes people regret what they say
i regret i let him misunderstand me
i wish i was speechless sometimes

hot coffee in the morning wakes them
i had some today
but it wasn't morning anymore
and i should have been awaken much earlier
some say i will sleep through my whole life
i say life is better at night

finally we have it
we've been waiting for it for so long
impatiently, with worry
and she came again
with something beautiful
to calm us

quiet please

spring brings changes

and i feel i need them
finally i've started cleaning
thought i could start with what's unresolved
but not yet, he said

this bar was meant to be for you
but i couldn't stand waiting

it's been a long time, she said
but it will fade one day
i hope these things fade

today i felt summer
on my left shoulder
burning sunbeams reached me
through the window glass

seasons change
so do i

so i hold this beeper
in the pocket near my body
always check if it's there
if the batteries are charged
i want to have it in my head one day
or maybe it's already there, i don't know
with the eyes opened wide
i try not to miss a thing
hoping it will beep today
when the other one is near
on the street or on the bus
the same people in the same place

somehow i don't like being behind
you never know where you are
till the moment someone tells you
or you simply discover
it's not the place you wanted to find yourself in

she likes pearls
on her head
they make her feel good
dye, she said

when a new baby is born
the other one may feel neglected
but it is older now
and it will last out this time of less attention
i was asked to focus on what is here
and i am doing it
besides
everyone needs a break sometimes
so maybe that's the time

honey
you are so sweet

psychonauts travel
they walk around
from place to place
in search of what is new
when the mind is hungry
it weeps silently
but i say - come dear
i have something sweet for you today

half of the moon is shining on me
i cover my face
don't want to be seen

today i was dancing with my unborn children
we were laughing and having watermelon
sticky juice on their faces reminded me of summer
where am i, i ask
and where are you

don't expect me to explode
and reveal all my secrets
be sure i won't